I forgot that it’s #Inktober so me drawing this piece this morning was a happy accident.
This illustrates the last 6 weeks of my life and still is true but I am learning not to give the abyss too much thought. I’ve stood at the edge of the abyss and looked in. I’ve realized that I don’t really want to go in after all.
I’ve realized that as severe as things can be and as difficult it is to go through the day sometimes, I also don’t want to leave my loved ones behind, reeling with the devastation of my permanent decision. However, every day is a new day and a new beginning, right?
I’m trying to be positive. I really am.
Note: I might upload a better version of my drawing if I can get around to scanning it.