When will I ever learn that when I’m feeling extremely down and depressed that I really should go to bed?
Instead, I often fall into the trap of rumination and listening to sad songs on loop while trying to make myself cry in hopes that that will fix things.
It was my first day back to school since spring break and I’ve really only got about 6-7 weeks left before the end of it. I’m beginning to get things and things are only now starting to feel like I can cope. I thought that after my less than stellar weekend, that I’ll finally pick myself up again.
But no. I get hit with another wave of depression and I’m back down again. It’s relentless.