Trigger warning: Talk about self-harm in this post. Advertisements
I haven’t been blogging because I’m so overwhelmed by the immense workload that I have. Sure, I’ve dropped a class but I’m still drowning. I just got a new job today which hopefully (theoretically anyway) will help give me more time because the new restaurant I work at closes at 11pm at the latest whereas […]
I practically made S run out of his office to meet me today. I feel embarrassed to say that I not only had a walk-in session today before my group therapy session, but that I also had group therapy, AND I also requested to see S.
The session with S went well enough… At the start. Near the end, it took a turn for the worse because the child was craving more attention while the adult wanted to keep us safe. So the adult said to S, “I didn’t want to tell you this….” I paused because the child started to […]
I just cut myself. The emotional anguish I feel is so great that nothing I did or thought about helped. I was near tears at every moment and indeed cried multiple times today. The Ex treated me to frozen yogurt and that calmed the child down for a little while but the rage, hopelessness, and […]
-Potential trigger warning: This post contains content that deal with childhood sexual trauma and self-harming thoughts. Note that this is also going to be a really long post.- It is a strange thing that I feel that I deserve more compassion when I see myself as someone else than when I see myself in the […]
I’m alive. I promise. It’s just that things have gotten so overwhelmingly bad for me that I can’t bring myself to write anything here. This post will be raw and might be triggering for some as I have some discussions on suicide. For more, read on after the jump.