Today is one of those days where I don’t think I can identify with the traditional term of “Christian” anymore, especially not since I am now a Progressive Christian who believes that a ‘God who so loved the world’ (John 3:16) would not reserve an eternal punishment of hell on people who don’t accept or […]
Today was the third session since I had been back. I wanted about work and school for a good portion of the time. It just occurred to me that the reason that I’ve been so frustrated and angry has been because I’ve been taking many things people say way too seriously. S could have easily […]
When I saw the email sender’s name, my stomach actually did flip-flops. It was S. About 2 week or so ago, I had reached out to the CAPS office to re-engage in therapy. I had returned to the state where my school is located, so this meant that I could re-establish care now that I’m […]
CW: Depression, suicide Spoiler for “The Magicians”, Season 4, Ep 13 If you’d like to indulge me, this is just me being distracted from doing my assignment into the realm of philosophical musings prompted by non-fictional characters and a TV show (“The Magicians”) that many have probably not even seen. I do this a lot […]
On May 24th, I had my name legally changed as I swore my loyalty to the United States of America. 2 weeks later, I changed my last name after marriage. It’s so surreal but I now have the name that reflect the true me. I’ve embraced my identity more deeply than ever before. I’m Jules. […]
“Mawwiage… Mawwiage is what bwings us togather today…” – my favorite quote on marriage. It’s been a while since I last updated. Life had been hectic! Between full time school, and full time work, and all the crazy life events that had happened since May, I’d been too busy to update anything. In any case… […]
If I hadn’t already discovered that I’m queer, Captain Marvel in The Avengers: Endgame would have revealed that for me. She is gorgeous, and in Endgame, even more so. I know we shouldn’t objectify people – especially not women, but dayyyyyyum. This fangirl (fan-person?) has definitely got a celeb-crush on Brie Larson/Carol Danvers.
Yesterday, I got the grades for my Fall 2018 semester back. I had bitched and moaned about this semester all semester to Elle – up to the point of her death. She had told me that she knew that I would do fine, and that I’d thrive. She commiserated in the shitty class that I […]
On November 27th, my life changed forever. While suffering from a bad head cold, I received a text message from my best friend, C. The text message read, “Elle is gone”. My heart sank. I didn’t want it to be true so I texted him back with, “What?! What do you mean??” “She passed away” […]
This is what my beautiful fiancée got me for my birthday! It’s perfect!!
Hitting Reset 